I am who i am

Things just got worse in my relationship as i expected it will happen to us one day due to the different backgrounds we are from. Seriously, we have been through ALOT and overcome many obstacles every time when we are having fights and problems from many aspects. Things got really hard for us..especially me.. really~

He's the one who always do the apologize and tolerate with me ALL THE TIME regardless who i am and what i did.. Honestly, I'm touched and thankful of having such a great bf like him who made me feel blissful for once. How on earth to find a guy who's willing to change EVERYTHING for you?! I won't say it's impossible because some of u might have found someone who's willing to change and do the sacrifices for u right?

..and yes, i have found him! Apparently, he's such a nice and adorable guy who loves me so much till he's willing to do all the sacrifices.. However, he's still hoping that one day he can be my Mr. Right, my ideal man..我的完美男人.. I'm sure u'll go aww~ he's damn nice right? Oops~I'm not trying to be perasan, but seriously he's a damn nice n loyal bf! i know..that's why i'm feeling bad n guilty for being ruthless to him, sometimes.

In this meanwhile, i have a feeling that u might think that i'm being too demanding over my boy, literally. To me, if a demand can make one's change to a better person. Why not? I would say that i'm being very realistic at this point because i'm taking serious in this relationship, my 1st time having such a feeling over a guy. Maybe this is the longest relationship i have so far.. Hence, no more puppy love but full commitment relationship and marriage which i have long desired and look for in my future. 

Nevertheless, i'm in dilemma now because he touched my heart once again even after i have make up my mind and decided to move on.. to focus in my final year studies, at least. Such a soft hearted i am, gosh~ Pictures of us i glance through yesterday reminiscing me how much fun we used to have in the old times and how much efforts he made just to put a smile on my face (:  

Frankly speaking, i wanna thank god for granted me such a great man and i will just leave the rest in your hand.

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Thanks for reading it..

Ps: please feel free to drop me a comment if u have anything in your mind that you wanna advise me or if you are a PRO in relationship. lolx~

Much appreciate, thank you very much!