Restless life of me.. -.-

T______T y am i feeling so restless during my hdays?!! hello, aren't me supposed to enjoy my life such as makan makan,travel,shopping and so on..?? fml seriously.. >.< i still have to do researches for my 3 proposed design projects throughout my hdays and u noe wat?i have no clue at all about the topics of design i'm going to propose to my lectural!i nd inspiration! @.@ mm n u noe wat? without $, i ain't going anywhere! i spent so muchhh for my clothing n shoes!feeling bit regret yet satisfied wf my shopped items!^-^ s.h.i.t so saddd la my hday..i nd job!seriously but but..i'm currently coaching badminton for kids,helping for my parents so got bit income la.. haih.. but i want my freelance modeling job!i rejected few offers before that because of my classes clashed wf it!@#$%^&#!!So i jz sent my profile to d modeling agent..so..cross fingers..>.< hope i get a job asap! i nd $$ desperately..actually i nd save money for my melbourne stdy trip which fall in April 2012.. i noe..still got 8more months to go!i hope to save as much allowance as i can for d trip! Wish me luck..hee~ ^-^ have a nice day, ppl (: